Hold your head high, heavy heart

novembersongs — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 05:09:34 +0000

Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

But what do I know

novembersongs — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:35:10 +0000

What do you know about caring? What do you know about love?

Sometimes, it’s as if. I’ve never known it at all.

novembersongs — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 09:50:10 +0000

Need to start digging my grave for Friday.

Honestly I’m not looking forward to much anymore.
School, teachers, friends, parents, self.

It’s just all so predictable, you know?

novembersongs — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 09:39:04 +0000

LIFE IS REALLY BORING NOW. Okay, life is still quite sad, but I’ll spare you the details. Today was a long day, although we only had 3 lessons. Motivational talk in the morning that lasted 4 hours. It wasn’t that bad, really. Funny speakers are cool. I just don’t like how sometimes they may unknowingly make insensitive remarks. 1h PW, 1h20min Chinese. From twomorrow onwards I end early, with dismissal times as early as 11.10am. I’ll be so free that I’ll even have time to study for Chinese and do PW!!! How terribly exciting.

Edit: Sometimes people surprise you in the most strange yet pleasant ways. And the more you think about it, the more you just feel like smiling.

novembersongs — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 12:09:42 +0000

The less it hurts, the more bitter you get.

That’s the way it works. It’s one or the other. Which should I choose?

novembersongs — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:01:40 +0000

DIMPLES R SO KEWTE.

novembersongs — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 12:56:51 +0000

Hi Jo-ann,
You have deactivated your Facebook account. You can reactivate your account at any time by logging into Facebook using your old login email address and password. You will then be able to use the site as before.
Thanks,
The Facebook Team

I don’t like how we’re all so reliant on technology. Breaking up through sms. Having someone hit on you via sms as well. Talking to strangers you’ll never meet on MSN. Displaying your entire social life for the whole world to see via Facebook. Exposing the intimate details of your personal life on your blog. Listening to music on your iPod and blocking out any form of commucation with the people around you. Been there, done that. Aren’t we lowering our standards? We’ve cheapened the way a life is supposed to be led by living our entire lives through technological gadgets. For example, getting to know someone through sms. How often do relationships built entirely through texting and MSN become lasting ones? Communication has become so superficial, and relationships have been rendered meaningless. Cowards, that’s what we are. People are now able to say hurtful things to each other through texts and MSN and Facebook, while being able to avoid the true confrontation with the other person. They resort to bitching about each other by posting anonymously on tagboards and chatrooms. We hide behind screens of protection to do and say things that we would never have the guts to in real life. I regret ever being so reliant on my technological gadgets. MSN, Facebook, my phone, my iPod. Now, it’s become a part of me, and if taken away, I don’t know what I’d do. Sometimes I feel as if I’ve taken my relationships for granted. And what scares me the most about this is that the damage done may be far more irreversible than I expected.

No Facebook, minimal MSN. That’s a starting point for me for now.

novembersongs — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 15:42:28 +0000

I’m hungry

novembersongs — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 13:24:20 +0000

I’m annoyed because my mum isn’t allowing me to use her credit card to donate. I can’t stand how she always has the same reaction when it comes to these sort of things. I offered to do research on the credibility of the site, but she declined. Come on. If everyone in this world had this same indifferent attitude, it won’t only be a billion people who are dying from hunger.

I guess I’ll have to find another way to donate. It’ll make a difference at least.

novembersongs — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:54:05 +0000

The last day of freedom. After this, it’s literally PW and Chinese SPAM. Spam indeed. I wish spam in real life could work like gmail. I just plop everything in the Spam folder, select them all, and click on ‘Delete forever’. Ah.

Today and yesterday were pretty enjoyable. Sentosa the whole day yesterday, it was so much fun. Volleyball, frisbee, water captain’s ball, bridge, and later on 2-player bridge with Nick, plus the new card game I made up (which you can’t win). Hahaha. Nick is such good company, like you can just talk nonsense with him all day and he’ll entertain you back. Guys, remind me to scan in the instax photo we took yesterday soon? I might forget :X

Today was supposed to turn out really boring, because I had no plans at all. But in the end I went to school for some *top secret* mission. It turned out to be quite fun, even though the people who were supposed to turn up didn’t quite turn up. Well at least not all of them. Nick and I were the only two who helped out with the *top secret* mission, but as I said, he’s good company, so it wasn’t boring. After we finished we just stoned at the void deck, and then Brandon came along and asked if we wanted to play……..BRIDGE. I’m getting so addicted to that game. The 3 of us took a bus back, and Sherlyn got on at Buona Vista. So we went home to play bridge. I went to meet Seeyue after that to cut my hair, heh I didn’t get bangs in the end, but oh well, I might just cut bangs on my own one of these days when I’m bored. I loveeee Seeyue she is super super awesome company. We came home and watched the demonic Teletubbies on channel 31, and they were so scary/cute (I still can’t decide)! Sherlyn, Nick, Brandon and Justin came to join soon, and we played bridge again haha. Then they left except for Seeyue, and we both watched My Sassy Girl which was funny/sad, and then she went home.

Tomorrow’s PW spam + AC games! I can’t wait for the latter, because we’re down for contract bridge! I’m a substitute, but Nick said that I’ll most likely get to play. I’m scared and excited, hee. I just hope that when I play I don’t lose D:

The number of posts that are visible has drastically decreased, because I’m the midst of sorting out my posts. Filtering out the overly-emo posts and now channeling my sad posts into my LJ. So to those who are already friends with me on my LJ, good for you. If you aren’t, I’m sorryyyy.